MK Week 23- The Regeneration Factor
For the last couple of weeks I’ve been struggling with this…….
Melting, Falling apart, and Missing Pieces of My Self….
Yesterday was the Icing on the cake. On the construction project I am working on here in my community, I tripped over a piece of cut metal framework, and took a nasty fall against the concrete floor. At the time, it was either my head, or my left knee, and wrist. In that split second that I realized the Fall was imminent, I suddenly thought… “Well, I need my brains”, so the wrist took the gravitational force of 170#’s. I popped the main blood vessel, and dislocated my thumb. One of the other workers helped me to get back up off the floor, and made sure I could still stand, and walk. I made it to the first aid station and immediately wrapped my wrist with sports tape. With Persistence, and in a lot of pain, I then attempted to finish what I was doing. Hmm… I observe that I cannot sweep, mop, or pick anything up. Time to call it a day, go buy a wrist brace, and go home to rest. Ha! Not so much….
It being a Saturday night of St. Patty’s day weekend, and the end of Spring Break, in a lake community, where there are 9 bars all within 5 miles of each other, switching roles with my careers took over full force. I thought, “Well, surely I can still drive….”
Through attempting this driving, I observed, and learned something new about myself…..
My whole life, society has taught me that I am right-handed. However, my dominant hand is definitely the left.
I drive left handed, I use the phone left handed. I carry things left handed. I stabilize myself left handed, I open doors left handed, and I turn pages in my MK Binder left handed as well. Hmmm… this gets me to Thinking…
Way back in the beginning, when we were asked to use our non dominant hand to write down, and find our PPN’s, the physical writing was not the usual scribble scrabble chaos of the right.
It was Clear, Concise, and Perfect!
I remember that fact astounding me at the time, and now 6 months later….. I have Grown to learn that My…Authentic Self SO HAS this!
The Connection? Outstanding!!!!! The Links, the Pathways, and the Wonder of it all…..
Just Wow!!! As I mentioned in the last couple of posts, these hands belong to the Master…. Always, and Forever Expanding, Creating and Molding the formless substance into Form. BAM!!!
For me, this was just the beginning of an Extraordinary Journey into the Unknown, and then back again. I’ve almost made it full circle, and I can see the light above in this dark Abyss I’m floating around in.
I’m swimming up now, with all my Strength, and Vitality. To Emerge Victorious, and Noble. I have became a change Agent with a Happy Knack! Ha! Now, this Factor is really quite Awesome, indeed!
Red Circles mean that I AM Unstoppable, Safe, and Free from Fear!